Growing up

The process of growing up sure is painful. You grow to know how ugly can humans be. You come to realise the world is not always full of happiness. You become someone whom you've never wanted to be. You turn into something you last wanted to be. You come to hate yourself.


I hate to grow up.
I've never wanted to grow.
I don't want to grow up.





But what can I do?
I can only accept the fact and move on. Isn't that what all humans do?




I'm feeling frustrated. At myself. Why am I like this? Why am I always forcing myself to be someone else, and make myself think so much? Why is it so hard to be just who I am?

I need confidence. Give me loads.



I want to depart from this world. Can I?



Please.